God in Heaven
How my heart aches
You smash me to pieces
Until my spirit breaks





Feeling like this
Is unbearable to me
I can't handle pain like this
Not to this degree





I know You're trying
To make me a better person
I look for the light
But things only worsen





I don't understand
Why You gave me life
When I would live
With so much strife





Oh God in Heaven
I can't take it any longer
Even though I know
This will make me stronger





When I'm feeling like this
It's too hard to see
That You're trying to make
A better me